Monday, January 11, 2010

How Many Ways

So I Vowed... 2 Love you through sickness and health and whatever,
But it was never told to me that nothing last forever, So I stuck it out and I tried to fight,
But deep down I knew This just wasn't Right, So I got those papers then I Bounced.

Now New Chapter... Felt Like A Fairytale So Much Passion That It Couldn't Be Real, And Indeed It was Not Cause Just Like A Weave His Tracks Started To Show He was to controlling and couldn't let go, So I did what was right and let him know, that he wasn't gonna NEVER EVER EVER Put his hands on me no more...

So Now I'm Brand New... I Thought I understood the game, when i played you, you, and you. I ran the same game you did too, felt like a player, was scoring lay ups and shooting 3pointers from half court all day, But then I realized its NOT easy Playing Ball Always, That's a Mans Game n This Is a Mans World so i had to let go and find a new Shield.

My Life begin the day i met you, we sorta were never meant to be, but i gave you that chance to prove 2 me, you soothed me with ways my words cant even explain, i hear birds when people mention your name, because that's just how beautiful you became to me, but i guess what was wasn't really meant to be, because i became so blind that even my eyes could not see, that while i was busy loving you, YOU were freely playing me, the pain was so raw and real, I tried to hide it but my heart kept revealing... I kept trying to let you go because of this but it was something about you, Still i don't know...

To Many different ways I gave my heart and so many different ways it fell apart... So the piece of my heart that i have left i would like to keep, so i can remind me that it was never me, it was always them, i played my part each time, how many different ways can you love, the answer is too many.

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