Thursday, January 28, 2010

Spare Me

Spare Me The Pain, Cause I dont want to go through it,
I dont want to love and lose the best thing that i knew and,
I dont want cry on my pillow at night,
And I dont want to Argue, Fuss, Or Fight,
I Dont want to go through none of that mess,
I dont wanna ever have to deal with that stress,
If Thats what love is i dont ever want it,
So Dont Feed Me The Lies or a dream you cant do
Just Spare Me The Heartache and lets say that we're through.

sky isnt the limit

Don't tell me the sky is the limit... when there are footprints on the moon..
Dont Under Estmate All The Great things i can do,
i can dance, i can sing, i can fly if i wanted to,
There Is No Limit to the things that i can do,
I Became A Queen The Day I Had My Princess,
And As For Her Dreams They'll Live On To Success,
I Try To Guide Her The Best That I Can,
And Leave The Rest Up 2 God Because My Life Is In His Hands..
Who are you to judge the things that i can or can not do,
Cause this is my life so you should worry about you,
Some things i do other people cant comprehend,
my thoughts are like birds they fly over some peoples heads.....

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Almost

We could have been, and should have been,
And if we were strong enough we would have been,
I told my self a million times not to stress the facts,
but these thoughts in my mind just kept on coming back,
Almost like your old favorite song that you can never forget,
I Just couldn't let it slip my mind,
I keep having 1 last thing to say..
Almost Like I Cant live with out you,
Even though i know i can, i just need that push and maybe for you to let me know,
so i can just let you go, I'm tired trying fake through this,
I tried to face you so many times about my feelings,
but there's no way to break through this..
We were almost there, we were so so close,
But Now That Love Is Gone Almost Like A Ghost..

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

MOVIE

Its A New Movie Staring Her N You,
Already Know The Ending Seen The Previews,
Oscar goes to you for best lier,
So I guess you gotta win supporting role,
This Ain't A Comedy to me, this shit ain't funny at all,
You Got My Heart Involved and now its emotionally destroyed,
It Was Clear 2 Me cause A blind man could see that your sorta still feeling her,
Almost Like A Tragedy cause even though you claimed she was ya Ex N then next ya best friend seems like you read the script all Wrong,
So now you can be with her,
And rehearse all of ya lines with her,
Since you just put my heart up on the big screen,
Its time i cut to the final scene,
Its No More Lights, Camera, Action, You Should Be Tired Of Acting,
So Now Tell Her She Can Have My Part,
Because I Wont Be The Movie Getting Played...

Monday, January 18, 2010

Hurts Then Feels Good

Promises That You Made How Could You Forget,
I Thought This Was Love All The Time That We Spent,
I Gave You My Heart And Left It All Up 2 U,
But You Could Care Less About The Things That I Do,
Now It Hurts 2 See That We're Falling Apart,
When I Gave U My World Since We Met From The Start,
But You Wouldnt Notice, You Keep Tryna Blow This,
But I Cant Let This Love Slip Away,
Tell Me Why Does It Hurt, It Hurts, It Hurts,
Then The Love We Make Feels So Good....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY 2 ME N MY TWIN SIS...



Some People Were Born Alone But We Were Born Together,
We May Always Fight But We'll Be Sisters Forever...

Monday, January 11, 2010

How Many Ways

So I Vowed... 2 Love you through sickness and health and whatever,
But it was never told to me that nothing last forever, So I stuck it out and I tried to fight,
But deep down I knew This just wasn't Right, So I got those papers then I Bounced.

Now New Chapter... Felt Like A Fairytale So Much Passion That It Couldn't Be Real, And Indeed It was Not Cause Just Like A Weave His Tracks Started To Show He was to controlling and couldn't let go, So I did what was right and let him know, that he wasn't gonna NEVER EVER EVER Put his hands on me no more...

So Now I'm Brand New... I Thought I understood the game, when i played you, you, and you. I ran the same game you did too, felt like a player, was scoring lay ups and shooting 3pointers from half court all day, But then I realized its NOT easy Playing Ball Always, That's a Mans Game n This Is a Mans World so i had to let go and find a new Shield.

My Life begin the day i met you, we sorta were never meant to be, but i gave you that chance to prove 2 me, you soothed me with ways my words cant even explain, i hear birds when people mention your name, because that's just how beautiful you became to me, but i guess what was wasn't really meant to be, because i became so blind that even my eyes could not see, that while i was busy loving you, YOU were freely playing me, the pain was so raw and real, I tried to hide it but my heart kept revealing... I kept trying to let you go because of this but it was something about you, Still i don't know...

To Many different ways I gave my heart and so many different ways it fell apart... So the piece of my heart that i have left i would like to keep, so i can remind me that it was never me, it was always them, i played my part each time, how many different ways can you love, the answer is too many.