Monday, January 10, 2011
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Whats Real..
I use to say to myself just smile so no1 can see your pain and I smiled until i became numb to the pain, I put my guard up and knew that nothing or no1 will ever hurt me again. I started to show no emotion and I learned that people that have nothing and no1 show no emotion so I chose to take my guard down and just take control of my life.
The year 2010 has definitely taking a big giant change in my life. I've had so many ups n downs this year that I feel like I've been through it all already. But really I haven't im still learning and growing. Some people say Im so nice and some people think Im a bitch but both of those people are wrong about me, because the people that truly know me will tell you im REAL. A lot of people around my age call them selves trying to find them self (smh) to me that's funny because I would ask those people how and when did they lose their self. I on the other hand am CREATING myself for a better future. You are who you are and you should never get any dumber. To me people who never make mistakes are not smart at all because if you don't make mistakes you never learn anything. No 1 is perfect, even the richest person in the world could be unhappy. I started to think about how people are and wondered if there is always going to be something missing from perfection just to keep us all balanced.
The year 2010 has definitely taking a big giant change in my life. I've had so many ups n downs this year that I feel like I've been through it all already. But really I haven't im still learning and growing. Some people say Im so nice and some people think Im a bitch but both of those people are wrong about me, because the people that truly know me will tell you im REAL. A lot of people around my age call them selves trying to find them self (smh) to me that's funny because I would ask those people how and when did they lose their self. I on the other hand am CREATING myself for a better future. You are who you are and you should never get any dumber. To me people who never make mistakes are not smart at all because if you don't make mistakes you never learn anything. No 1 is perfect, even the richest person in the world could be unhappy. I started to think about how people are and wondered if there is always going to be something missing from perfection just to keep us all balanced.
BRIGHT LIGHTs
This Isnt A Blame Game,
All It Is Is A Shame That Everyone Wants To Be Like Everyone Else,
Even Have The Same Names,
Well I think its lame and I would clearly say i would rather be me over you any and every day,
In Any way Shape Or Form,
Your Life Isnt Even Together,
All You See Is Bad Wither Your Right Or Wrong,
My Heart Stays Strong Because I Remain True To Myself,
I Dont Floss My Wealth Or My Well Being,
I Dont See What You See But
While The Lights Are Currently Bright In Your Face I Can See Your Blinded,
People Like You Try To Find Ways To Confind In
But When the Lights Start To Dem How Will You Keep From Frowning??
All It Is Is A Shame That Everyone Wants To Be Like Everyone Else,
Even Have The Same Names,
Well I think its lame and I would clearly say i would rather be me over you any and every day,
In Any way Shape Or Form,
Your Life Isnt Even Together,
All You See Is Bad Wither Your Right Or Wrong,
My Heart Stays Strong Because I Remain True To Myself,
I Dont Floss My Wealth Or My Well Being,
I Dont See What You See But
While The Lights Are Currently Bright In Your Face I Can See Your Blinded,
People Like You Try To Find Ways To Confind In
But When the Lights Start To Dem How Will You Keep From Frowning??
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
IM Classic
Classic and Old School Yeah Thats Me, I Like all the boring romantic stuff, And I Love My Black And White Old Movies Nobody Cant Tell Me Nothing :).. #DontJudgeMe..
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Last Time
So much time and still no progress,
Its weird that we even continued this process,
The arguments, the fights, the tears that i cried,
The anger, the hurt, 2 years of the lies,
So many times i said I'd let go,
And every time i did i came back for more,
Never learning my lesson that this wasn't Love,
And getting used over and over like a old plastic glove,
I even changed my morals when you said you weren't ready,
Not knowing it be forever and you'd stop treating me like A Lady,
You Started to lose Respect and soon after show Neglect,
As If i was nothing almost like you despised me,
You were with other girls so i know you denied me,
Don't get me WRONG I've made my mistake 2,
But you never made time so now I'm saying we're through,
I don't want to play this circle game no more,
We Been over and done its time i walk out the door,
I don't wanna look back and remember this crime,
But Then again that's exactly what i said Last Time....
Its weird that we even continued this process,
The arguments, the fights, the tears that i cried,
The anger, the hurt, 2 years of the lies,
So many times i said I'd let go,
And every time i did i came back for more,
Never learning my lesson that this wasn't Love,
And getting used over and over like a old plastic glove,
I even changed my morals when you said you weren't ready,
Not knowing it be forever and you'd stop treating me like A Lady,
You Started to lose Respect and soon after show Neglect,
As If i was nothing almost like you despised me,
You were with other girls so i know you denied me,
Don't get me WRONG I've made my mistake 2,
But you never made time so now I'm saying we're through,
I don't want to play this circle game no more,
We Been over and done its time i walk out the door,
I don't wanna look back and remember this crime,
But Then again that's exactly what i said Last Time....
Sunday, March 14, 2010
3 DA HARD WAY aka WE
These Are My Down Ass Bitchzz... Blood Besties... I Love my girls and they fucking love me... There Is No Better LOVE... 3 DA HARD WAY... YA DIG!!!!
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