When I think of all the betrayal, my stomach starts to tighten and burn,
How could you hurt someone you care about so much the way you hurt me,
How could you lead me on into thinking I was the only 1,
why would you let me fall in love with you knowing your intentions weren't on making me happy,
Now I Know Why, And I could never trust you again,
Leaving you alone will be hard but get Over You Will Be Easy,
And When I'm Gone You Will Realize I Was Nothing But Good To You..
You Can Never Get This Back...
You Lost 1....
Monday, December 28, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
No Title...
This little thing we got is going so good
I don't know if I should take it any further,
I'm Scared of losing you, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have you
but I do so I'm glad 2..
Have what we have today, cause we don't know what tomorrow will bring,
it mite not b like yesterday, but until we know 4 sure..
We cud take it slow, we don't Need a title you and I,
Cause we both know, what we have is simple no goodbyes..
Let's move our pace and keep our space cause the way we are, Its real and no1 can compare..
I don't know if I should take it any further,
I'm Scared of losing you, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have you
but I do so I'm glad 2..
Have what we have today, cause we don't know what tomorrow will bring,
it mite not b like yesterday, but until we know 4 sure..
We cud take it slow, we don't Need a title you and I,
Cause we both know, what we have is simple no goodbyes..
Let's move our pace and keep our space cause the way we are, Its real and no1 can compare..
NO REGRETS
My life was a little complicated growing up but I lived up to all my responsibilities and took care of mines. Life is not suppose to be easy, cuz if it was may be we wouldn't be strong enough for what the future holds for us. I made alot of choices in my life that alot of young girls would have not made, I chose life for my unborn children. Yes my life did change alot but only for the better. I always had alot of support from my family and some of my friends through out my life. I also had alot of friends lost because of how much my life changed on them. I became an adult to fast and just skipped my teen years.
It was very hard to watch my friends and my twin sister having lots of fun and going out and have to stay home and do nothing, I would always wait for my sister to come back from places and I would grab a bag of chips and just sit and listen to how her day went cuz It was so interesting to my boring pregnant life lmao... I know how lame but true lol...I got pregnant at 17 years old and got pregnant again when I was 19 years old, I had not 1 but two beautiful little girls. I never had any abortions because I don't believe in killing my own flesh and blood. Personally I don't think abortions should be any girls way out of a hard life because of there mistake that they made.
If you wanna avoid abortions just use condoms. I feel that If I wouldn't have kept my two precious babies I would not be the STRONG BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN I am today. I love my life, My babies, My family, My few Friends and everyone that surrounds me with the joy and laughter that I have each day. And I thank those who cared to read cuz maybe this may Change your life.
The short story of Krystal J. Cummings
It was very hard to watch my friends and my twin sister having lots of fun and going out and have to stay home and do nothing, I would always wait for my sister to come back from places and I would grab a bag of chips and just sit and listen to how her day went cuz It was so interesting to my boring pregnant life lmao... I know how lame but true lol...I got pregnant at 17 years old and got pregnant again when I was 19 years old, I had not 1 but two beautiful little girls. I never had any abortions because I don't believe in killing my own flesh and blood. Personally I don't think abortions should be any girls way out of a hard life because of there mistake that they made.
If you wanna avoid abortions just use condoms. I feel that If I wouldn't have kept my two precious babies I would not be the STRONG BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMAN I am today. I love my life, My babies, My family, My few Friends and everyone that surrounds me with the joy and laughter that I have each day. And I thank those who cared to read cuz maybe this may Change your life.
The short story of Krystal J. Cummings
Soulless Heart
This Heart Beats On Its Own....
After So many times of being broken, scarred, and played with the heart began to loose its meaning. It belongs to no one not even its owner any more. It only beats to live, not to care or to love. This Heart Became Soulless and disowned. Maybe one day it will recover..
After So many times of being broken, scarred, and played with the heart began to loose its meaning. It belongs to no one not even its owner any more. It only beats to live, not to care or to love. This Heart Became Soulless and disowned. Maybe one day it will recover..
1st LOVE
So here's our story....
The 1st time I knew of you, i was so scared and didnt know what to do.
I promised not to fall but months after i couldnt help but feel so attached to you.
Of course no one wanted me to love you, and they even told me to leave you alone, people said i was to young to understand, and i wasnt ready for you, but all i could think of is how could they judge us. I didnt expect any of this to happen, but i just cant find it in my heart to leave you alone. As time goes by and months past, i wake up 1day wit so much pain, i didnt know if it was from all the heartache that every1 has caused us or if it was time. And Indeed it was time, I gave birth to you September 24, 2004 Jazmine Mya Mcneil 7pds 8onces. When i looked into your eyes that was the 1st time in my life that i really new and understood what love was. I kept thinking how could i love someone this much that i barely even know and that i just met, and now i know, Because you were a angel sent from heaven to guide me, and I was elected to protect you and mold you into the best person that you can be. So at the end of the day
*I didnt Find LOVE..... LOVE Found Me....*
The 1st time I knew of you, i was so scared and didnt know what to do.
I promised not to fall but months after i couldnt help but feel so attached to you.
Of course no one wanted me to love you, and they even told me to leave you alone, people said i was to young to understand, and i wasnt ready for you, but all i could think of is how could they judge us. I didnt expect any of this to happen, but i just cant find it in my heart to leave you alone. As time goes by and months past, i wake up 1day wit so much pain, i didnt know if it was from all the heartache that every1 has caused us or if it was time. And Indeed it was time, I gave birth to you September 24, 2004 Jazmine Mya Mcneil 7pds 8onces. When i looked into your eyes that was the 1st time in my life that i really new and understood what love was. I kept thinking how could i love someone this much that i barely even know and that i just met, and now i know, Because you were a angel sent from heaven to guide me, and I was elected to protect you and mold you into the best person that you can be. So at the end of the day
*I didnt Find LOVE..... LOVE Found Me....*
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The Right Revenge
Its This Game We All Play At least once in our life where we feel like giving some1 a taste of there own medicine will make everything right,
The honest truth is that it definitely can't,
cause after you've done what you did..
Your The Bad Man..
So How 2 Make Some1 Learn What They Did Was Wrong,
Just Flat Out Get Up and leave them,
and Let Them Miss you While your Gone...
The honest truth is that it definitely can't,
cause after you've done what you did..
Your The Bad Man..
So How 2 Make Some1 Learn What They Did Was Wrong,
Just Flat Out Get Up and leave them,
and Let Them Miss you While your Gone...
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